Parkersburg, Iowa
1. I thought the snow might think of me as an intruder as I broke it’s smooth and slightly shelled surface with my feet. But it didn’t. And told me as much as I continued on and she met me with a covering of drifts and still and whiteness. 2. I lie here amidst the snow and under this great Burr Oak who stretches over and above me with branches and bark chaotic in their stillness and peace. Have I eye or patience to see the next move of ingenuity bursting forth from the deeps of trunk and root? 3. What has garnered me this privilege? to sit and watch and see the waving fortress of iced Silver Maples dancing and swaying to the motions of some unseen conductor encouraging a rhythmic and melodic response. As a bird – a chickadee I believe – lights this arm, perhaps it is the trees that are conducting and I am in the orchestra writing of the iced baton’s elegance and grace. 4. I often pretend or am persuaded by the common sentiment that dancing trees and lighting chickadees are pleasant garnishes to life. That fields of frozen snow and blowing chills are somehow pawns of utility or possession. The thickness of hubris that insulates and isolates from beholding this dancing tree and the lighting of chickadees who has just flown away. The dull fatness of pride in which I cannot see the centrality of given beauty that I cannot hold. How soon have I forgotten the language of lapping shores, the liturgy of wilderness?